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I know life is beautiful,
Cobblestone walkways
Lead me to my castle.
Yet, I keep feeling like
Something's missing.
In this world of injustice,
fairness broken
And lives lost, I should
Be thankful for what I've got.
Love comes naturally,
Not on command like someone's
Pet, I've actually got some
Self respect, I doubt
Any other girl sees it that way.
Does it hurt a little? Sure.
When I walk through the
Hallways and all the other girls
Have flowers, people assume
I'm indifferent.
I'm just independent,
They think to themselves.
I have this persona
Of being one of the shyest,
Quirkiest, most closed-off
Of all the people I know.
I'm not trying.
It's just how I am.
I don't know how to function,
For lack of a better term,
And I'm awkward,
Gangly and strange,
I embrace it, my eccentricity
Is what keeps me going,
My electricity, I've yet to meet
Someone who works like I do.
Maybe I have and I don't know it.
Maybe they're just as
Shy and quirky and closed off as I,
I am too quiet around people
To ask them what they think,
Let alone how they do it.
I don't want someone to laugh
At my atrociously punny jokes.
I know they suck.
I don't need anyone to challenge me,
Or my intellectual capability.
I don't want someone to patronize me,
Tell me that I ought to be
Better than all I sought to be.
I want someone to love all of me.
I want someone who's ballsy enough
To tell me how bad my jokes are,
Or who can watch a documentary
Without falling asleep.
I want someone who loves all of me,
Believes in me, and helps me
Achieve what I want to be.
I don't know who he is.
I don't know if he exists.
I could know him and not realize it.
All I can do is wish him
A happy Valentine's Day
And hope that in ten years I meet him.
Okay, I was never one for Valentine's Day. It's mushy and gooey and I get fat eating all my pity candy. But I realize it's really quite lovely when you get down to it. So instead of moping, I'm setting out a goal. *smile*
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bandgeek4evur Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi rina!!!!!! I like it, and feell the same, I'm just waiting till I wanna serious dude I canlisten to my chem with and watch funny movies from the 80s and 90. Wow that sounds sad. Oh well, I guess I'm saying is I guess I get it. As long as your happy, I'm cool
otakuplaywright Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
YOU WEREN'T AT SCHOOL TODAY. I YELLED AT YOU IN SPIRIT. I started talking to Kaitlyn about Ben in your place and then I realized midconversation that I hadn't told her I liked him yet. XD
bandgeek4evur Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You talked to Ben!!!!!!! I'm so proud
Don't worry, I'll be there tomorrow. What did I miss today?
otakuplaywright Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I didn't talk to him. You misinterpreted my statement.

And you missed Benchmarks. And Mr. D's test. And Pamela's whorepants. XD
YourBuddyBill Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Good work! I know a few people who need to do the same.
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